Progress

Date: June 18, 2011
Age: 18
Weight: 238

Currently: Relaxing. Playing some Assassin’s Creed. Just had a bowl of ice cream.

Self-esteem: I’m trying to figure it out. Anyone can be sexy if they feel comfortable in their own skin. Problem is, I don’t. That’s what I need to work on, I suppose.

Looking forward to: my internship. Getting a call from gamestop.

Want: A cigarette, as per usual. To finish fics, but I can’t concentrate.
Date: May 31, 2011Age: 18Weight: 225Currently: Tumbling. Waiting for Megan to get on. Being distracted from ficcing.Self-esteem: Getting worse, actually. I now hold an intense hatred for my arms.Looking forward to: Getting the XBOX. Talking to Ron. Maybe seeing Marie and the people I had class with.Want: A cigarette. AGAIN. Not to have to talk to financial aid. Fuck ‘em. To fic.
Date: May 25, 2011Age: 18Weight: 220-ishCurrently: Waiting for my grandfather to finish doing whatever he’s doing, then we’re going up to Pennsylvania for some reason.Self-esteem: I put no effort into my appearance today, sooo, don’t really GAF.Looking forward to: Saturday.Want: A cigarette. Still. To win the lottery.
Date: May 24, 2011, stillAge: 18Weight: 220-ish, but I probably gained five pounds from eating delicious pizza from Uno’s today, along with a yummy red velvet cupcake. Yipes.Currently: Pissed that Born This Way is censored. Fuck this shit. Sort of tired, but jittery in a way. Everything is really frustrating and I want to take my pants off because the lower legs are too tight. I dunno. Like I said, everything is frustrating.Self-esteem: I CAN’T THINK ABOUT SELF ESTEEM EVERYTHING ANNOYS ME RIGHT NOWLooking forward to: Maybe getting the XBOX 360 this weekend (omgomgomg) and …. I might finish some unfinished fics today/tonight.Want: A cigarette. Goddamn it.
Day 001

Date: May 24, 2011
Age: 18
Weight: 220-ish

Currently: Listening to Gaga’s ‘Born This Way’ album and wanting desperately to ge out of the house. Thinking about how I want a fake ID so I can go party in Towson.

Self-esteem: Okay, for now. My hair looks good today and I like my outfit.

Looking forward to: Maybe going to the inner harbor today?

Want: A cigarette. A friend to text me. To drive to the ‘ville.
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